30.10.14

Special Guests:wednesday shooting: Mari B

Eu fotografei e produzi ontem a minha amiga Mariana, em um lugar que se você não sabe onde é, eu não vou revelar porque sou egoísta e não espalho esse tipo de informação. Depois de 3 horas dirigindo nós encontramos finalmente nosso destino e foi uma grande aventura. Eu adorei as fotos, e devo dizer que estou muito addicted por esse cabelo efeito molhado, talvez eu tente no dia-a-dia.
 Eu adoro fotografar e produzir amigas e sempre fico muito surpresa, foi muito fácil clicar a Mari porque que ela já tem uma expressão séria/meio brava que eu acho ideal e não tenta fazer pose. Sério, se colocar a mão na cintura e virar o pescoço pra mim é o fim vou embora.
 Lembrando que eu não faço fotos, eu geralmente ESCREVO/PRODUZO vídeos/fotos. Pra ser sincera nem chega a ser um hobby, eu gosto mesmo é de montar e fazer uma cena. De qualquer forma fiquei muito satisfeita com o resultado:








FAB!
MEOW
X,
C.

29.10.14

Another Dimension

I'm happy, because the last days i was working hard and i'm crazy inspire right now. So, here is what i'm up to:




Today i take some photos in a special place around here, i clicked my friend Mariana, tomorrow i will put some of the pics here, you can check more about it on MY TUMBLR.


AHHH!!
So, about who take my instagram photos, i will tell. Most of the times ME, i put the camera on timer. I dont't like to be in front of someone with a camera, i prefer just the camera. No one better than you to know your good side and best poses. Simple. 



BAE!
C.


Top 5 - lff repeat


Essas são as cinco faixas mais tocadas por aqui na ultima semana:




Essas são mais cinco bastante presentes também (levinhas), que não podem ser deixadas de lado:


1. Doja Cat - So High
2. Tinashe - Crosstown
3. Junglepussy - Nah
4. Poison Ivory - Mr Wonderful
4. Mssingno - Skeezers


20.10.14

Minha análise da soundtrack de Blade Runner par ao site "Boite du Film" plus figurino

é muito fácil escrever sobre suas inspirações, e o que realmente ama, e eu tive o imenso prazer de escrever sobre o meu filme favorito, Blade Runner. Aqui vai uma parte, para ler na íntegra você pode acessar o BOITE DU FILM.

Dramático. Uma combinação melódica entre música clássica e sintetizadores. Não teria como ser melhor.​
Não é porque morro de amores por Blade Runner que enalteço sua trilha sonora. O fato é que, este trabalho de Vangelis realmente formou meu caráter musical. Uma definição muito clara sobre o sentimento que essa soundtrack passa é a de um misto de Schubert e Kraftwerk sublinhados de um romantismo incessante e charmoso. O primeiro lançamento oficial da trilha foi um remake com pegada jazz pela Orquestra New American em 1982. Em 89 o álbum “Themes” de Vangelis foi lançado, com 3 músicas oficiais feitas pra Blade Runner:​



A trilha sonora original só saiu em torno de 10 anos depois de o filme ser lançado. No livreto que acompanha o álbum, Vangelis fala um pouco sobre o disco, contando que este foi criado em 1982, em Londres, para o filme e é com grande honra que ele finalmente mostra ao publico o que foi gravado, mesmo com a demora. Diz também que algumas das tracks que estão no CD e não estão no filme vieram posteriormente pois, após ver a obra de Ridley Scott finalizada, ficou inspirado para criar mais e recompor algumas composições anteriores que não entraram para Blade Runner.

Analisando algumas das faixas:

MAIN TITLES - Vangelis


“Mains Titles”, a primeira composição do disco, faz referência a cena que Deckard está em sua casa analisando uma foto de um replicante em um aparelho guiado por comando de voz. A sincronia da musica com a cenografia desse momento é divina. Se você fechar os olhos e escutar “Mains Titles”, provavelmente algo parecido ao apartamento de Deckard vira a sua mente –  que na verdade é a “Ennis House” de Frank Lloyd Wright e que por sinal já apareceu em muitos filmes –. Esta casa estava sendo vendida em 2009 por mais de 25 milhões de dólares.  Houve uma troca muito sincera entre as cenas e a composição das tracks.​

BLUSH RESPONSE - Vangelis


“Blush Response “ é o som que embala a primeira conversa de Deckard e Rachel na Tyrell Tower. Mais uma vez, os elementos de ambientação traduzem claramente o que a trilha sonora significa e vice versa. Mais do que isso, a trilha parece, realmente, traduzir o elemento narrativo de uma forma muito clara, de modo que, conforme a conversa flui entre os dois personagens e a tensão aumenta, crescem os volumes de sintetizadores e o drama nas notas do teclado. Ao mesmo tempo existe uma certa sutileza e discrição na música, quase como se houvesse um íntimo entendimento entre melodia e personagens. A cenografia da Tyrell Tower, com sua inspiração egípcia, também estimula as notas de Vangelis nessa composição.

WAIT FOR ME - Vangelis


Em “Wait For Me” você escuta os sussurros de Rachel ( personagem de Sean Young) entre sintetizadores e sax. A melodia parece sugerir algo como “escute e get a room”. Pretty sexy!​

O que chama atenção na trilha de Vangelis é o fato de se tratar de uma trilha sonora quente, erotizada e sensual, em contraponto a um cenário urbano frio e decadente. Eis a razão do charme de Blade Runner e o porque de agradar a tantas pessoas, mesmo aqueles sem nenhuma inclinação para filmes de ficção científica. Ele nos abraça romanticamente e cria um clima intimista, de modo que nós nos deixamos levar.

                           ONE MORE KISS, DEAR, Vangelis


Essa musica é encontrada no filme de forma intrigante. Talvez por ser romântica e menos sutil do que o restante da trilha eles a tenham "escondido". Após Deckard matar Zora e ir até a barraca de comida chinesa, o som que está tocando no rádio é One More Kiss, Dear. A mágica dessa track no filme é exatamente essa, o charme da trilha em momentos desconcertantes e tristes, o que surpreendentemente acaba funcionando muito bem.




Bom, então com a sua trilha sonora composta por Vangelis, figurino feito por Kaplan e cenografia que passa por Frank Lloyd Wright e faz, ainda, fortes referências ao filme Metrópolis, de Fritz Lang, me fazem crer que no fim das contas não importa a que gênero se encaixe.

Quando falamos do figurino de Blade Runner, falamos de um figurino extremamente simbólico e com referências fortíssimas a personagens dos filmes noir dos anos 40.

Num primeiro momento, os desenhos de Kaplan revelam uma maior preocupação em fazer uso dos figurinos como peças simbólicas, traduzindo os estados de espírito dos personagens e suas psiques, em detrimento a um realismo imediato. Como exemplo disso, as vestimentas dos replicantes – tidos como transgressores – sugerem, justamente, esse papel de outsider, mesmo que isso signifique uma menor representatividade do que seriam as roupas em 2025.

Ainda levando em conta os elementos narrativos, o figurino de Derek (Harisson Ford) que foi constituído por trench-coats e roupas casuais escuras, também, não serve para sua identificação como um policial de Los Angeles em 2025, de modo que, novamente, nos deslocamos de um trabalho realista, em favor de um simbolismo.


​Já a personagem Rachel (Sean Young) segue o filme inteiro com muita elegância – ombros estruturados e cintura marcada com pegada “futurista” – . Apesar de não darem muita importância para o figurino de Rachel, digo que foi uma referência essencial para a moda. Seu estilo traduz a toda a sofisticação avant garde atual.

A personagem Priss, por sua vez, interpretada por Daryl Hannah, tem um figurino bem urbano e decadente – muito semelhante a moda punk criada por Vivienne Westwood nos anos 70, logo que abrira sua loja “Sex”  em Londres juntamente com seu companheiro Malcon Malaren –.
O motivo pelo qual Kaplan tenha escolhido fazer o style de Priss dessa forma se resume, possivelmente, a uma frase do filme que diz para o que ela foi criada: “para ser um modelo simples de satisfação de prazer”, e é isso que ela acaba sendo.


De uma maneira geral, o figurino de Blade Runner acaba sendo semelhante (em conceito) a outro figurino também criado por Kaplan. No caso, Flash Dance. O que esses dois têm em comum é uma mesma sede de criar tendência e ditar referências estéticas para uma época.

Tenho que admitir que esses dois filmes, praticamente montam meu guarda roupa hoje em dia, então sou meio suspeita para falar.

Eu estava relendo esse texto sobre o figurino e me dei conta que, talvez o melhor lugar para fazer compras no momento seja loja de fantasias. E é isso que farei agora.



Veja a análise completa no: BOITE DU FILM

xx, c.


16.10.14

Top 5 - lff repeat


Essas são as cinco faixas mais tocadas por aqui na ultima semana:




Essas são mais cinco bastante presentes também (levinhas), que não podem ser deixadas de lado:


1. Doja Cat - So High
2. Tinashe - Crosstown
3. Junglepussy - Nah
4. Poison Ivory - Mr Wonderful
4. Mssingno - Skeezers


[ lff casual house session ]


GOD BLESS THIS GUYS. Aqui está minha pesquisa da semana, não serei ciumenta e vou compartilhar com vocês oq encontrei de bom, esse sons abaixo são mais house/deep mas provavelmente tenha algo no meio meio aleatório.
Vamos nessa



++ PLUS ++












Special attention:



XXXX


13.10.14

CLARIFY YOUR MIND + "take off my bra" playlist









I was just talking with a friend now, and we realize how much effort and energy we put on party, drinks and superficial stuff. You just realize that when you stop for a few days with this crazy lifestyle and think, oh man, how good is just "think".
 So, this week we will put all our energy and effort on our work, healthy stuff, arts,music etc.. More than never, i can say. 
 I don't know about you, but i really believe: our self steam just really get better, not using a FAB outfit, getting a new man or changing our hairstyle. It's totally about inspiration. When you creat or do exactly what you love, with love, you will feel fucking awesome. Because you feel so YOU, and this is so pure and incredible.
 So i'm excited to write some no sense shit and take lots of weird photos. You should think what you love to do, listen, wear and be 100% you the next 5 days, and see whats happen. Trust me, PURE GOLD!

Come on, you are not here to be average, you are here to be AWESOME!!
I was thinking about start tomorrow with a 3K run at 6:30. Let's see if i will wake up.

What about you, what you will change? Some good music can help you, but i need to WARN you about this playlist, you can put your best lingerie, high heels, and enjoy yourself in front of mirror, orrrrrrrrrrrr you can try this tracks with someone else (perfect for that, made for that), sexy sexy sexy

Anyway, don't worry, have fun and don't cheat yourself.


PS:
Oh. I'm really into my tumblr the last weeks. Lots of images and tracks! (random stuff). But if you don't have a open mind, better just stay around here. 




12.10.14

Clubber late nights




I'm feeling very happy and inspired, so, here is what is puttin' me up:






If you are not discreet and more performatic:





BAE

26.9.14

I'ts called love, and is so uncool


But is the only thing that's worth living for.




I must say: the last year Was totally mess. My mom dies last october and since then i Was acting kind of strange with myself and totally offline from world. I Was living, going out, moving from another country and "having fun".  But the last weeks i just realize i'm start to waking up, slowly, just now. And for the first time since all that sad stuff happend, i'm happy.
The thing is, how difficult is realize you are not 100%? How long you take to fix your heart  and mind?
I Was talking with some friends last night, girls night, and is fucking absurd how crazy we are when we start date someone. How much expectations women put on a casual kiss. Freaky, really.  And when sex are involved, we fake we are not surprise about the last day call never happend. Come on, 2014 and this bullshit still on???  You can say  you are not "that type" but even if you are not a casual dates addicted a guy can fuck you and disappear , so its not your problem exactly.
I Was kind of involved with a guy, not my type, don't know whats happend to be honest. Totally cute, but the opposit of my type you know? He is young and we have very different lifestyles. But he does the magic. The magic is: you are not into a guy but you Was bored so, sometimes you go out with him, but after a few times, he start to disappear and don't give you much attention. You start to Get crazy because you even Was into him. And the game starts....
After his magic, ye, i Get crazy obssessed. Any of my friends Was believing whats going on, i just became a insecure and totally annoying woman. And trust me, i never give a fuck about this type of thing, so Was a New thing going on.
After exactly 7 miserable days without a "after sex call" and overthinking about this every single day i take a cold shower and realize how idiot Was my behavior , and for the first time i understand my female friends complaining about and had a little of compassion,
What i discover in my girly bored days: at first, if you want someone, you need to play. Unfortunatly . Men are fucking rats. I'm sorry guys, but we need to be honest. When a girl are too much into you, is boring.
After  realize this i just loose my interest for him. I just feel lazy to do all the stuff and act bla blá blá blaaaaaa szzZzZZzz.
Just one lucid though and whats happen? He appear! Better then never.
So now, i'm healthy and having fun, and if the good sex stay, good, if don't... Well if don't we always have ex boyfriends.

Kidding.  Anyway, you need to treat your love life kind of on background. Because don't depends only for you, so have huge changes to don't work well. We are Successfull girls, controling our own life. If work well, amazing, super hot. If don't, you have your work, your friends and you hot body to explore. Put all the love on things you know will make you feel good. Don't loose your time hottie! Rule the world and stay RAD! AS IF!



Love you gals,
C




31.8.14

You are good enough - Get the right bananas - FOR MY GIRLS



I just receive two emails today and was pretty sad. The first one was a guy calling me names and saying terrible things. I think probably is someone who i match on tinder but never go out with. I have this problem, i wish to go for a date but a few hours before i just overthink and cancel. I know is super annoying, i understand. But i don't have enough balls or patience at the moment. And i was very busy organizing my life here and writing all the time. 
The first thing you do when someone say bad things about you, probably is feel sad, before think if this are true or not you feel sad, maybe because is very frustrating someone "anonymous" who you probably don't even know in real life stop his life to write bad things to you. I really don't get that. I feel in the high school when this type of thing happen. The thing is, how we should deal with this? Why women always belive in this type of bullshit? 
The second email was a girl talking about her tinder dates, she had 18 dates just on the last month. So brave. btw we love her. The fact is, when she said "don't work, i'm sorry" for all the guys, 12 just call her a bitch or something like that. Pretending don't give a fuck and acting in a not respectfull way.
How unfair is this? This is so primitive, this guys look likes monkeys. Maybe is better date monkeys. They can offer you the right bananas.
  Why most of people need to make the other feel bad when the things are not the way they plan? Is easier make bad choises. Because when you do the right thing, the feeling of "care" come with. And is not exactly cool. When you start care with each others is impossible take it back. When you start to believe everyone have something good is impossibl to take back. Can be naive? Maybe, but is real. Sarcarm is totally more charming, sexy and misterious, but don't "darling" me you know? Always sound fake. 
The thing is, we women need to be more true with ourselves. You diserve what you think is good for you and what you put some effort in. Start to be the woman you wish to be. And what type of guy this woman, if she need one(maybe don't) want to have? We are so young, and so cool, that's no point to worry about this type of "problem". So relax, and if you think the bad things is  true, talk with someone who really know you well, they will tell you the truth and probably if they agree with the stranger will warn you about. Probably you don't have nothing to worry. Be faithfull with yourself. Is pretty cliche but kind of hard to put this on practice. We are always changing our plans if "that" guy call us. How silly and dumb is that? So don't be so available if you don't feel is fair with yourself. Do your thing,  and if someone really like you, he will try all the always to be with you somehow. So don't worry, will happen. If you are sure about who you are, everything will be amazing. Just need time alone and some self exploration (ok this sound naughty).
Don't stay too much time on the BHH(Black Hole Hostel), is cheap but not confortable. If you are more then one week you need to go out and need to see more things. And be there just because the guy you like pass around sometimes, is totally unfair. So go out. Run around. The reviews on trip advisor abou BHH are sad, just saying. You can stay one, two days be miserable and that's enough. REFRESH! Pussy power biatches.


Love you,
C.


22.8.14

ABOUT: TINDER DATES

(So at first i need to say, my english can be pretty bad sometimes. But i will not write in portuguese anymore because, well,  im living in London, and im able to learn witht my mistakes, so please you are more than welcome to correct me. )

YOU NEED THIS MUSIC TO READ MY STORY.




Guys... ye, i know what are you thinking.. Really, Tinder as a subject? Thats right?
YES. Yes because here in London, Tinder works in a totally different way. Can i be honest? I have exactly 284 guys waiting for my answer or for i just say something. Thats freaky insane. I'm too full of myself? Not exactly. I will clarify your mind.

When i was in London last summer tinder wasn't borned yet. The guys here will not approach you in the nightclubs, gym, streets or pubs. No.. pretty difficult. But now, looks like a new era. THE TINDER ERA. So cyber, so 2014. I'm feeling so trendy.


After you push right side on tinder, you just wait a few minutes, and yes, he will not just say hello and how are you, but he probably will ask for you " lets go out for a drink tonight". I just felt scared, how easily this guys go out for a drink with strangers. The weird part is, they are incredible good looking (my selection, sure). 
I think on tinder you feel confident because, when you approach a girl or a guy in a club you are totally out of your confort zone, because maybe she don't like you. And on tinder you already have the approval so, pretty easy. I founded good ones there, but i'm not sure about go for a tinder date. Maybe i should go out with these 284, ops 285 now, sorry, and see how this works. I can, acctually try different characters on this dates. Or this is messing around with this lovely tinder guys maybe? Ok, i will not be mean. I can pick five and go out and see whats happen maybe. My way to do this is very simple. 

" - Hey tinder guy number 34, i'm going have some drinks tonight at _______ with friends, you should come with your friends"

Too cold? Too safe? Probably for me is the only way. I'm afraid. Serial Killer is not a trendy anymore so, yes, is dangerous.  I'm up to that. I will pick some different styles, from different areas, and if you have some suggestion, like how i should choose, or maybe suggest "Carol wear different wigs on dates",  i'm open to listen. 

Gramma, don't be afraid, i'm ok here and enjoying London. 
ITS RAINY MEN.
kidding





LOVE,
C.


19.8.14

HELLO LONDON




(Feeling home)


So at first i need to say, my english can be pretty bad sometimes. But i will not write in portuguese anymore because, well,  im living in London, and im able to learn witht my mistakes, so please you are more than welcome to correct me. 
I dont know exactly how to starts this, but after think lots i just realize, is better write the more personal things right here on my website.
So, mostly, i will write here about exploring this town calls London, going to the weirdo places ever and the poshy places ever, because god blees im really good in pick a style and get deep into. So, yes, probably will be pretty fun. 
I just arrive 5 days a go and i can say i had just surprising and amzing time here.
I will try quikly clarify for you guyssss:

DAY ONE - 4PM
My flight was the worst flight ever, really. But im here, safe and sound, and i need to figure out things and do what every normal human being do when arrive to a new city. Check my tinder. 

DAY TWO - 10AM
I probably get a flu or something like that because im feeling kind of bad. Im feeling weird to be honest, my english is faar away to be amazing, and i cant properly express myself to be honest. Im doing well but, you know, im soooo cool and funny in portuguese, im looking ridiculously serious here. Maybe im asking too much for my second day. Lets see whats happen.
So, I founded a gym. HOTTEST GUYS EVER. But ye, i cant be me at moment so, im shy.(what a joke).  What i can do to back to recognize me? Where all my confidence? Carollllll heeeelllooooo??????????

I can still complaining..or, i can go find something to figure me out. So i founded. Lets take a pole dance coreography class!!!!!! 

ONE HOUR LATER:
IM FEELING AMAZING. YOU GUYS SHOULD TRY. IM WRITING IN CAPS LOCK BECAUSE IM FEELING MYSELF AGAIN. HELLO WORLD. HELLO LONDON. HELLO FLOWERS. WAS SO EASY.


THURSDAY - 
I run like, more than one hour and i had a zumba class. Yes, im really into get fit, and really into gluten free too. Doesnt matter. The thing is, im so tired.. i will get a shower and sleep.

11PM - Ohhhhhhhh a friend from brazil just calls. Not really a friend. A friend of a friend. Im with my facil mask on but, ye i will gonna clubbin tonight. I'm going to Maddox in Mayfair. Never been before. Lets see whats happend.

Guys, i was even notice, but after that, my adventures starts in London. So i will think about that, if you guys deserve details or not. Was 3 days/night of lots of fun. Or kind of fun? Oh shit.. I need to focus. 

I'm back soon.


Yes, such a cheesy picture just to shw you guys, how the air here helps my hair and skin. Blah! Fab!



XX, 
C

4.7.14

Fav tracks of the week


Hello, hi, whats up tigers. Junkie week. So i decided: detox for me. I will try this next week meditate every day, write lots and eat healthy...Ye, and i can party, but i will drink water. Pretty fair. 
So, i'm stayin' at home most of time, and here is what I was into to this week.

PRETTY FAB (FAVS EVER):




EASY LISTEN:








Here is the soundcloud link
https://soundcloud.com/carolina-loff/sets/fav-tracks-first-week-of-july


LOVE
C



offline days actin' weird


And suddenly you know: It’s time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings.